

Love Found in the Unlikeliest Way
The author’s life took an unexpected turn in December 2008 when a friend, who had lost her job and was facing financial hardship, asked for temporary shelter. During one of their movie nights, the friend mentioned she believed in psychics and suggested visiting one to seek guidance on her future. The psychic predicted that the author would travel to Europe soon and meet someone special.
Meeting you, Loving You and Losing You has been my greatest lesson
2009 – 2025
A few months later, the author reconnected with a friend named Michael over online chats. He had recently moved back to the Netherlands from Raleigh and was DJing as a hobby. After feeling burned out at work, he suggested visiting Holland for relaxation. The author booked a 10-day trip in August 2009 and signed up for an online matchmaking site

However, just before the trip, trouble struck: one of the author’s suitcases went missing during transit, causing flight connection issues that led to diverting to France instead of Amsterdam. With no luggage, the author had to book a hotel near the airport without belongings. Despite this chaos, they still managed to have an interview with a Japanese company in Leiden.
Amsterdam Centraal Crush
The author had plans to meet someone in Amsterdam, but a rainy Friday ruined their original meetup. They sent a message rescheduling for the next day and were relieved when the person agreed without hesitation. The following Saturday, August 8, 2009, they met Michael’s girlfriend for lunch before heading into the city.
Despite feeling nervous about meeting someone in person after brief online exchanges, the author was determined to make it work. As they navigated through the crowded Amsterdam Centraal on a busy night, their eyes scanned the crowd until they spotted her. In that instant, something felt different – this wasn’t just a casual meetup, but rather the start of a life-changing connection.
Love At First Sight!
The author met Yvonne at Amsterdam Centraal Station, and their connection was instant. At a lesbian bar, they hit it off immediately, laughing and sharing stories like old friends. As the night wore on, they danced together, but Yvonne remained reserved, testing the waters of their attraction.
As the evening progressed, they found themselves at a nightclub, where they continued to connect despite some initial hesitation from Yvonne. The chemistry between them was undeniable, with electric glances and touches that hinted at a deeper connection.
Eventually, Yvonne took the author on a spontaneous adventure, leading her to her friend’s apartment for an impromptu night of conversation and laughter. It ended with a soft kiss, leaving the author feeling stunned but smitten.
However, the next morning brought reality: they were in someone else’s home, surrounded by strangers who seemed serious about their relationship. As the author prepared to leave, Yvonne walked her down to catch her train, still radiating an intense connection that left her questioning how she could feel so strongly for someone she had just met.
Despite the uncertainty and initial doubts, every fiber of the author’s being told her this connection was real – something deeper than surface attraction, something rare and profound.
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The spark: Amsterdam Centraal Crush
The heartbreak: She Loved Me Wrong
The growth: I Don’t Wait for You Anymore
If you’ve ever trusted too fast, loved too hard, or watched it all slip away… this novel will hit home.
Love. Regret. Growth. This is your next obsession.
It tells the story of someone who fell hard, gave up everything—career, home, life—for love, only to end up feeling abandoned and broken. It’s about devotion, heartbreak, and the ultimate betrayal: when love costs everything.
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